New life and new world...

Today i report myself in UMT. stand for Universiti Malaysia Terengganu. I have to wait until 10.00 am becoz all the staff not in their office coz joined Gerak Ceria..ala2 senam robik.
After i finished my registration..then one of staff here asked me to report in Pusat Teknologi Maklumat or PTM. dont know where is PTM. I asked security guard, he told me PTM located same building with library.

Then i started my car n then get to library but didnt find out where is PTM. Then i get to security again and ask again. She gave me a guidance how to get to it. But i still not found it for second time..but i still not give up..i ask librarian..oohhhhhh...PTM is beside library or inside library..UMT must put clearly where is PTM...huhuhu...i report to my senior and management officer..She showed me my room.

Wahhh..quite big room.complete with table, computer, cupboard and etc..got feeling like boss..hahaha..my room is bigger than my ex manager's room..sorry ah yang and megat..my new room is bigger than u ..hehehe.. i need to lead one unit..named Unit Sistem Kewangan Universiti.

But on this time..i am thinking...still confius..should i sit here?? work as government people..Coz this is not my decision...but my family's decision.
Nevermind la..life must goes on...coz my family n my future family all stay here...hopefully i my rezeki can be more here and i enjoy mysef...hehe...

Welcome to Black Parade

When I was,
A young boy,
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said, "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made? Because one day, I'll leave you, a phantom, to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade."

When I was,
A young boy
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling, she's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the street
And when you're gone we want you all to know

We'll carry on, We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
Until my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
You're misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
To carry on

We'll carry on,
And though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
And on we carry through the fears
Oh oh oh

The disappointed faces of your peers
Oh oh oh
Take a look at me 'cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my (scar)
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this (song)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
I
Don't
Care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my (scar)
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this (song)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero)
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on

in the complex junction...Goverment or Private????

Now i have to decide either government or private to continue my career path.
i already got an offer from Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT) as IT Officer.
But..i not really interested with this offer. Becoz my soul said no for this job. Currently i looking for more experience and challenges in IT especially in UNIX platform. If i not join UMT, i'll be UNIX Engineer and doing SUN Solaris in one company from Norway. Good opportunity for me. That one very2 interesting ever i am gonna have...

wahh...

But if i am looking for more stable career path, better i go for UMT..A lot of benefit over there..until the end of my life..but i predict this position is quite boring..just predict base on my experience with others IT officer in Putrajaya...dont know how in UMT.

in term of salary i gonna have...of course private sector is number one.. i can get double from now..huwaaaa..

Must listen : Jangan Bilang Tidak

Nice song from Raffi Ahmad : Jangan Bilang Tidak

ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

ku pernah menyendiri di sini ku akan terasa sepi
walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa namun hatiku sepi

jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
cinta kita kan abadi

ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan

jangan bilang tidak waktu dicium aku bingung
namun dada ini bergetar
makanya sungguh aku mohon
jangan bilang tidak

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